to answer your question from last week - because i never did (in case you didn't notice, except i know that you did). . .

i miss you every day.

i was at the grocery store today and there was a guy who reminded me of you. you kind of looked alike and walked the same. he had a little boy in the cart and an orange balloon tied to the cart (i am assuming it was his son’s balloon). it just made me think how adorable you are going to be as a dad and how great you are going to be at it. and then i got sad and sick-like feeling all over again.